Archive for April, 2007

current mood? BORED. and MOODY!

i cant believe it.. everyone’s exams are practically over!! and i still have to slog…

i miss the good ol days where i studied at NTU with the rest of the ppl… sigh.. i was a lil sentimental towards the last few days there. namely becuz i would prolly never be able to study with them again, id NEVER study again (not in the nxt year at least), and i wont c all of them that often again… sigh.. i like them!!!!! its not as tho i meet such nice ppl v often… =(.. its true that the older u get, the lesser friends you have… how true.

all the lame jokes, funny moments, long dinner/lunch, korean/jap lessons… the ppl id miss: cordi, lidia, constance, dayao, emperor siqing, xu gong gong, etc etc etc.. and the many others there… i prolly wont be able to name them all out… but these few days, my hp contacts increased by quite abit! hahaa… nice friends dont come very often… and with some effort, i sure do hope to keep them by my side as friends for the longest time possible…


oh.. thanks darl.. for the flower and bbl tea! =)


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Wild child… heh..

Interesting Site:


and she’s only… **counts fingers** 18?? 17??
i was a wild kid… but never that wild i guess???

heh…. usin the OPAC comp at NTU n just blah blah blah.. blog hopped. =)

hope that kept u entertained for abit….
i wonder where dickchan.blogspot.com went. heh..

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I declare tonight a DRINKING NIGHT!!!
Mum didnt make soup….
Ive drank enough water + fruit juice.

its ALCOHOL NIGHT!!!!!!!

gone are the days of chionging…. it use to be bourbon coke, vodka ribena, whisky dry and the sorts… then came the hoegarden, kilkenny, stella artois….

and lots n lots of puking there after. worst’s the bourbon. eughh…

Ive MENDED my ways.. now its just Margaritas, martinis, Wine, and CHOYA!!!

Ive saved my 2 of my precious stash for the last… 1 redwine (which i bought at an extorbitant price)… and another Ice wine.. (bdae presie frm KK) which he saved it for a few yrs 🙂 … Drinks? anyone!?

I like to drink. be it alone, or as a group… Why!? Drinking as a group make EVERYONE a lil tipsy and HIGH.. and ppl who are HIGH get happy very easily!!

I like drinking when im alone as well.. no beer tho.. it’ll either be wine, or choya… it aids in having a good night. i wont dream as much after i drink… id just lie on my bed, and K.O.! its my 3rd glass of choya… heart’s pumping a lil quickly now.. blood rush… great.. just what i wanted.. Yawns.. a lil groggy..

Apart from that a good nights rest, i guess other ppl drink for other reasons as well. drinking takes ur mind off things.. makes you happy.. casts your worries away…

the pursuit of happiness doesnt come easy.
if only everyday was like its first.

Its hard to verbalize some things. In short.. Some things are better left unsaid. Isnt it?
the role of a fe-MALE doesnt come easy….
at times, we wish to vocalize how we feel. but we’ve learnt that a girl is better off holding her tongue, or not speaking at all.. in fear that we’d say the wrong things, or make the wrong moves.

being pro-active… chasing after what you want.. your dreams.. etc… it never helps… it never works….. lets just be reactive creatures… theres no point in working hard… or for showing interest, lets just let the other party do the work… we’d just sit down and be waited on..

if only that’s the way…

it isnt in my blood… i like to pursue what i like… what i want.
i like to say what i feel. i dont like to be restricted or confined.

i wish i could say what i want to say.. feel what want to feel. settle what i must. do what i want to do…

But i knwo what’s best for me… urgh…

its gona be a looonnnggg day.

KO. tipsified….
i use to be able 2 hold my liquor…. for obvious reasons.. i cant now. haha
to make things worst….. i get RED all over….
as tho ive got some allergy or smth…

nah.. just the blood circulation. heh…

gambatte val!


i think peggy shld be in the top 3 of MSU!!! damn.

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a poem of Hope

To the sweetheart of my life

I hope to always be the one,
That takes your breath away ,
I hope to always fill your thoughts,
As you go about your beautiful day,
I hope to always be the one ,
That you dream of at in your sweet slumber,
I hope it’s still my face you see,
When you close your eyes so tight,
I hope you always feel the love,
That I have for only you,
I hope that you know,
Everything I feel for you is true.
I pray that what we share,
Will last for timeless eternity,
And when you need someone so bad,
Know you can always turn to me,
I pray that the hurt,
We sometimes feel inside,
Will one day come to an end,
Along with tears we’ve cried,
I hope to always have this wonderful feeling,
That you bring to me inside,
Take another look into my heart…
I love you…honestly.

a beautiful poem.. amidst the chaos… from a special someone… =)

Updates: 8sept 2007.
just found out that this poem is a rip off of its original author Mr. Terry Biscamp, with afew words changed here and there.

to mr biscamp, my sincere apologies. This poem was posted, as a special someone sent it to me. little did i know he took it was largely modified from someone elses poem. Thank you for highlighting it to me from your comments. However, i will not take it down. firstly because it still does have sentimental reasons. and secondly, id love to acknowledge u as the original writer.


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Im Borreeedd

Enough of the Studying for now…

WHY WHY WHY must we study!?

Some one answered…. : “To earn more money”……

mmm… a higher education doesnt constitute to a higher pay.. but then again, tis a prerequisite. duh..

Prisc must be saying: “U everything also complain.. work u complain, dont work u complain, study u complain…” but im complaining LESS now laR..

Miss bbq witht he girls..
Miss the peeps at work.
Miss colored nails.
(Dont) miss the irritating customers at work.
Miss sleeping till 2pm…
Miss blogging with pictures. =)

Ohhh i tell u… i tripped twice in NTU today! this is the most malu-ating incident i tell u…
while i was walking up the flight of stairs towards the canteen, i tripped and ALMOST fell…, basically, i KICKED the step and kinda lost balance. My ego’s hurt. my toe’s bleeding. My nail’s chipped..

Bye bye for now… im off 2 buy munchies!!

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For once in my whole uni education, i FEEL like a student.

Im usually more inclined towards Work… but this 1 mth long break from work… studying for exams at home, in SIM, in NTU… i finally feel like a student!

i once had the intention of quiting my job for my last sem.. but guess i survived and i pulled through (thanks to the $$$)…. its because of this long break, that i can truly say ive BEEN a student!! =)

it’ll be quite sad to get a degree w/o realli feeling like i’ve been tru it…. Studies at SIM somehow feels like a part time degree…. IF ONLY i could take another degree and not start work so soon…

p/s. thanks 2 prisc’s reminder, i tink my Uzap works…. my abs are aching… heh… Ive been having a bar of cookies n cream hersheys every day!!! gosh…..

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