I really did try to blog on Tuesday! (The day after the previous post).. but the GPRS connection got cut off and i had to retype everything. so what’s the point……. my point being… im HERE to blog! 2 X in 4 days! wow. thats quite an accomplishment on its own given my lousy track record.
Only afew ppl noticed my blog posts. key, prisc, charlie. awww thank u ladies!! for the rest who remained anonymous, and still read my post, please remain anonnymous, unless you’re really sure that you know that i want to know that you know. in short, u better make sure i’m not avoiding you or disliking you.
It’s valentines day, 14th Feb 2008, and im home typing this post. it’s a really sad day. not because im home (it’s a thursday! come on.. i’ve got work tomorrow), but because of some other factors.
My team manager left the company, and today’s her last day. arghhh!!! i’m depressingly upset, thats like wat? how many managers in how many months again?? pls remind me, cuz i havent been in this company for the longest time, and its chaotic enough. I’m struggling, and keeping my head above the water already. Every company needs good heads… i lost my 2 strongest suport. how to survive!
But life goes on doesnt it? I’ve got a colleague who loves whining and complaining, (dont get me wrong, i still love them), just that, i’ve kinda “SAW THROUGH” the whole thing. in such instances, i use my 8 step mantra…
1. Should i leave
2. Can i leave
3. what good will it do if i leave?
4. cant leave?
5. No choices?
6. work stil has to be done and u realized u wasted time entertaining weird thoughts?
7. Complain for F*Ck!
8. DO WORK LAR!!!!
hahahaaha. but seriously. work still has to be done, and we have to work doubly hard, by complaining n whining, yes it reduces stress, but efficiency is reduced by half! gosh. nobody’s indispensible in this world, and life goes on. I must find my way to survive and go on in this business. I’d be left swimming in the “big ocean” for now… with lots of sharks, pirhanas, whales in it… but i’m a small little floatsam and no matter how small, will still stay on top.
Oh, its valentines day. yes. the tittle of this blog post. ahhh hah. no date? yes. ehh well.. not sure how you define a date. lol. went for dinner with pat ed n jeff. chinese food.. ahh.. 🙂 not quite use to taking dinner these days.. feel so bloated. ugh. It’s a nice vday i must say, despite unpleasant suprises. I received a hand made card and a beautiful watch! 😀 love the present, as it’s gonna be something i can wear everyday, and it’ll be on my wrist always! :)love it. no flowers? guess that’s just it… not everyone gets to receive flowers rite?
I signned for a gym membership…. a premium one summore… will make sure i head down 3 X a week! at least iknow pat is going with me… maybe there’d b rach / karen too? ahah… healthy life here i come!! gona shed the 5 bloody KGs i put on since i joined 7months ago.
to my 2 besties, thank you for support and unconditional love. after i see your tags, i really wana sob already. really really… i’m like so stressed at work sometimes.. its so good that you girls would be supporting me through thick n thin, and even in my decisions. such great pals are hard to come by!! you girls dont critisize me, and you stand by me….. 🙂 such a relief to know you girls feel this way.. because at the end of everything.. although i always say that it’s my actions and my way of doing things n my life, your thoughts are valued very very very much too!!! i hold u ladies in extremely high regard…. huggs!!! you’re give me great comfort…
Vday’s not only bout lovers. you’re right.. its also about friends. you girls just made me the luckiest girl friend of yours! i love you!
May everyone have an equally great vday.
– what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger-
you can do it val. Hang in there. you’d do great. pray for me everyone…
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